Ah, I don’t know

by Sharique on November 30, 2006

I really don’t know what to write today. Something happened few days back that i never expected. I have been waiting, so eagerly, for and when it happened i couldn’t even feel the happiness. I have seen people cry when they are happy but what if you are super-duper happy? what do you then? I felt nothing when she told me those words i have been waiting to hear for long. It just happened and as i alway say thats how life is! You never know what is going to happen next and I love pleasant surprises. I crave for something and when i don’t get it, i feel depressed and lonely. And when i get it, then i feel nothing as if it was normal and expected. I sometimes wonder that the excitement that hope generates cannot match something which is certain. I have developed this opinion based on my experiences for the past 23 years of my life. I always failed to feel the rejuvenation after being initially rejected. I was shattered last year and this happiness for me was inconceivable then!

I can’t even express myself today because i feel so elated that there is nothing coming to my head. I had western classics exams yesterday and I only know how i wrote that. Poetries and I are like step brothers, I rarely understand a poetic piece and so i left the last question unanswered. Can’t write more….

And remember every dog has his day :D

{ 12 comments… read them below or add one }

1 HP 11.30.06 at 2:23 pm

Well, reading your post it seems you are happy happy..Sometimes, being happy is a reason enough to be happy :D
Cheers,
HP

2 Sharique 12.01.06 at 12:48 am

HP,
No no..u seems to have missed a word there :wink:

3 noemaun 12.02.06 at 10:48 am

salaams. congrats mate

4 aqsa 12.03.06 at 12:05 am

“And remember every dog has his day”

what about bitches??
:P

5 noemaun 12.03.06 at 12:09 am

:-|
thangamudiliyae !

6 Sharique 12.03.06 at 12:18 am

Aqsa,
Its a man dominated world :smile:

Noemaun,
[quote post="300"]thangamudiliyae ![/quote]
whats this?

7 noemaun 12.03.06 at 12:19 am

it means “i cant bear it!” literally. i was referring to her pj

8 Sharique 12.03.06 at 12:27 am

you should show some respect to her ! :|

9 noemaun 12.03.06 at 4:05 am

oops!

10 rain 12.03.06 at 3:25 pm

Mubarak ho :lol:

so this was the other way round is it? lucky that the girl proposed you ..because its mostly the other way round :P

11 aqsa 12.03.06 at 9:48 pm

sharique,
yeah agreed!
:wink:

noemaun,
it wasnt meant for u!
:shock:

12 aqsa 12.03.06 at 9:49 pm

sharique,
someone proposed you!
arrey humein bhi batao…
:wink:

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