Its actually tough being me. One needs to be really prepared for anything. I have done weird things in life and also been a spectator to things which I could never even perceive in wildest of my imaginations. My life has no fixed direction. Something might just pop up from the box and here goes my life following its trail. Nothing in my life has happened normally. Every happiness that I have been bestowed up, has come after lot of sufferings. People say they were really lucky to have made it but I can never say this. Luck and my life follow opposite path. I have been made to work really hard for even trifle things in life, things which usually someone could achieve with slight effort. And this is my logic behind “That’s how life is!”. If there is a straight path to success but for me its convoluted and I will take that crooked path because that what my fate takes me to. Its like I have been programmed to always struggle for things.
I often wonder why don’t things happen normally in my life? Why don’t I achieve something I desire without having to really struggle? when everyone does! Sometimes I wonder that I am not in the right profession. I should have been somewhere else. I just cannot write more.
They were my insane babbles and I hope tomorrow I regain consciousness.
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tamanna 08.30.06 at 10:02 am
i used to crib too. not that i dont anymore.. i still do very often.
there s this grook by piet hein abt this. ill ctrl c ctrl v
T. T. T.
Put up in a place
where it’s easy to see
the cryptic admonishment
T. T. T.
When you feel how depressingly
slowly you climb,
it’s well to remember that
Things Take Time.
Cheers
Sharique 08.30.06 at 11:03 am
yeah yeah things do take time but i am too impatient to wait for things to get ok
suraksha 08.31.06 at 8:19 am
hey!
dunno what’s wrong - but feel better, dude!!!! 
:) am sure things will go just fine and perfect for you!!
Sharique 08.31.06 at 9:38 am
i hope so and guess what google disabled my adsense account because they found out that i am the same guy whose account was disabled an year ago!
hidayath 08.31.06 at 10:40 am
lolol! why was it disabled a year ago? and how did they find out?
as for the post .. you feel that way too?! i thought i was one of the very few people who end up doing things the hard way. but then you know..i think thats because we discount the things we get easy. think about those too.
Sharique 08.31.06 at 11:17 pm
read this post http://www.shaarique.com/the-evil-google/
Nah there will be infy such people so we are not alone
i know i know, i need to take consider the good things also but its something not inherent to me