being neglected

I hate being neglected, to the utmost degree. I hate when people, whom i respect and love, completely ignore me. I feel as if i should have never showered the respect and care. I feel cheated, alienated and cynical. My tempers runs high when i am confronted with such situations and vow never to keep any contact but this anger of mine mellows down early and i just hate this in me! I feel all the sufferings should be thrown on to the person who sees me with contempt, well to be frank i always feel this inferiority complex to the person who neglects me. Especially if i find out furtively that my emotions are being made a mockery of, i just cannot pen down the emotions i go through. I curse the concerned person and everyone associated with that person. I feel cheated for my expectations.