Thats how life is

It’s my blog’s birthday today :). It has been exactly one year since i started blogging. My sitemeter counter shows 1041 visitors since october 2005. Thats a lot actually. I wanted my blog to be away from search engines and people but unfortunately it has become very famous with google.
Most of my posts have been personal, straying few times to political posts. I have written about me and how my sensitiveness has affected my future discourses. I fell in love with 2 things an year ago and one of them was blogging. In fact my passion has gone so far that i want to write a book titled ‘ A sensitive boy’, well only if time permits. Last year has been the most eventfull of my life so far. I achieved things in life i always dreamt of, money (my stipend @ proteck ), fame, respect, the pleasure of working day in and day out for an event (Shaastra Robotics) and finally making it a big event so much so that i got my succinct interview published in a national daily! New faces came in my life and some became really close…Chotu, he was my co-coord. I still remember the day of our interview for the post of coordship. Me and toto were really worried about our prospects and this small guy walks in casually with coffee in his hand. I was trying to highlight our achievements at Mechanica and this guy started to belittle it on the basis that it was a copy cat of some Robotics competition held at Nirma institute. But i was still firm on my stand that it was a successful event without even a shadow of doubt. Finally the interview turned out to be a charade. We all were selected and the team that we had was much more than a group of people. All my vols, dopa,shamshan,raj and one more (oops i always forget his name!) were great and hard working. We really enjoyed organizing the event and bonds of friendship that was formed would always reamain. It was amply reflected in the birthday treats that we had during the last year. We have had 3 treats together and every one of those was truly majestic.

I earned some money for the first time in my life. I was so ecstatic! but the money didn’t last long in my hands.
Continuing on the new faces who came to my life….When i met Anand this time i told him or perhaps blurted out “pata hai anand during the years we haven’t been together new people have come in my life, few i wish never should have and few i wish should have come early”. It has been a mixed bag of emotions but my old friends of Xavier still continue to be my bestest friends. I met few interesting people on the net and one i would never forget is Raju chacha (click here and here) ….’pompous moron’ describes him best…this is what he writes ‘Need A friend… AM here….’ yeah yeah universal brother :)) he has all the time in the world to solve ur problem, well only if u are a girl….he is one big crap guy (not exactly sure;) ) i have ever seen…

Thanks for the entertainment bro

Here are few of the dialogues i shot

1. “That’s how life is!” ( what crap)
2. On being asked how was your exam ” 20 saal se exam likh raha hoo… bas chala gaya, you know it has been happening since 20 years with me that the part which i study never comes in the exam” (wow great…do they award degree for giving so many exams..every guy says so damn it! only if u have the question paper in ur hand before the exam you cannot say this)
3. “ghalti karne se pehle pata nahi hota hai ki ghalti kar rahe ho” (huh royal crap!)

Talking of new faces i got someones friendship i would always cherish all my life…my only support during the ordeal and i respect and treat this person above all my friends irrespective of this person’s preferences. Further i had the chance of getting to know how does it feel to actually fail in a subject! (well the prof failed half the class) It was a pass/fail course for me, so there were just two options either pass or fail and i failed. It has nothing to do with the emotional setbacks i was going through….it just happened.

Things moved on gradually…started my project under a prof who resigned a few months later…was getting frustrated at my failures..everything appeared so complicated for me… i was virtually slogging the whole semester…bad luck seems to have been a constant companion…i needed a break and that’s what i took when i went to delhi. Met my great yaars after a long gap and i really was relaxed. When i returned back to chennai, the only thing on my mind was how to collect money for my laptop and i finally managed to buy my dream machine.

Finally i am single but not looking but if u think u r worth then i am interested :))

suna hai ishq me neend nahi aate..koi ham se bhi payaar kare..kambakht aajkal neend bahut aate hai