well i’ll say good that u kind of started digesting d very fact that shes not urs..
as i said…im still waiting for it to end..
as i pointed out..it was his matured outlook of life that attracted me.
“these finer delicacies of life..arent meant for me, i want love that is unconditional”
dis is wot he said to me once..and our love is unconditional…with no conditions of getting married!
lets take life the way it is..!
n your right love affairs actually suck!
true love ends in tragedy all the time..

these love affairs! they suck

well it wasnt about him being a small-city guy but it was about me being a “hip n hop” lass!
i wasnt the type who could sit in the class and talk with “not so hip ppl”.
lp was my life for a few months (u must be knowing lp n lt)
in fact i wasn’t able to adjust in a science-students-kind-of-atmosphere of my class!
“people who came to the college early in the morning and stayed there for the entire day though noone knew that they are a part of the college”
even he wonders till date howcome i landed up liking him..with all his simplicity and “ignorance”. my life was all about gossip, hip clothes, college choreography team and fests! and he never attended a single fest!
but thats how it goes..opposites attract!!
isnt it??
stephens..hmmm..

And if she is not the one you have described then i take back my words. I think you are ranting and assuming things. She might be rich but no one in this world gets what they prefer….absolutely no one!!

@anonymous
may i ask you how being a non-city wala influences love? you still fell in love with him! and plus i don’t think a person with education will find it hard to cope up with city life..whats the big deal with a city? we all are humans and its just a matter of time when someone imbibes the qualities of the locality one resides in. Anyway i am deeply moved by your story…btw i was in stephens

Well…your story reminds me of another story of “me n my xâ€?.
He can be compared to this country guy in every sense. A “country guy” coming from Bihar spending 5 years in Delhi…still Delhi’s life style never touched him.
Then there’s this miss (that’s me) from his own class. Trying to get busy with the college life…though I knew that I won’t succeed!
The first meeting: heard a lot about him in the class but for sometime he was not attending the classes. Then, one fine day…he came, and one of my friends yelled, he’s the guy I was talking off!
My instant reaction was “not the kind of guy I will get involved with!�
But as days passed, I realized that he is not the kind of guy I expected him to be. A regular guy from a small town!
He had a world of his own! There was something in him that made people listen to him even though most of them had doubts about him!
But no one ignored him. His presence made us all laugh and have a good time. Everyone had eyes on him!
With time I, in fact both of us realized that we are just the same. We were not like regular college students trying to enjoy life. We sat at mall road and discussed “the other side of life�. There was something about him that turned me away from my college “lp� (that’s lovers point and that’s what Hansraj college is famous for) to the mall road.
In fact we enjoyed those first few meetings out of our department. We discussed things that are generally not discussed in our age group. We talked seriously for hours in Delhi’s scorching heat!
I started liking that place and whenever we had time we went to the mall road and had tea!
I never thought that I will find such a nice friend in such a guy who was totally different from “my idea of a guy�.
But as time passed, I realized that he has some feelings for me. Though I knew this since long but we never talked of it. He was the first person I used to look for, when I reached my college and probably the only person.
As they say, time flies!
I kept on asking myself, am I actually falling for him??
Because the very idea of falling in love with such a down to earth guy was weird!
I was asking myself, “are you sure� “how can it be�. Like other girls I wanted a tall dark handsome “dude�.
But since he was the best friend I ever had! It was understandable that I was falling for him.
Actually I never had a friend. He was a blessing in disguise!
And den we talked of it.
We realized that we are madly in love! His silence and my emptiness were a perfect match!
Then we graduated. I was more than worried. I was used to spending my entire day with him and suddenly I was all alone!
But he was there to comfort me. He got an internet connection just to be in touch with me!
Life was never this good!
And one fine day, he proposed me!
I was out of my mind.
He asked me and, I only looked at him with tears of approval.
After that whenever I had a talk with him I asked him, “You, still mean it� “you still stand by what you said�. I never thought that things will take this shape. Though we knew that we love each other but we never talked about it after that.
And then he went home. I was waiting for him to get back and tell him that I missed him so much and I am just dying to have a glimpse of his face!
I was trying to track him since 6 in the morning. It’s the day he was supposed to get back!
And finally at around 11 his phone rang!
Oh! I was going mad. He picked up and started talking. But there was something in his voice that was missing.
I asked him, what’s it? He said it’s nothing! I knew there was something wrong.
I kept on asking and he kept on denying. And then he said, when are we supposed to meet? I knew something is wrong and I knew that it’s related to me and him. I asked him again. He said we will talk when we meet.
Now I knew that it’s something serious. I said, is it about you and me. He kept silent. His silence was killing me. I was impatient. I said, is it the same thing I am thinking off?
He said “yes�.
I thought as if I am sinking. I gathered some strength and said, what happened?
He said nothing but all I can tell you is that I won’t be able to commit myself to you.
It was my fault that I even talked of such a thing but my parents will never accept you. And I am helpless in front of them!
He told me that his family is looking for a “suitable� match for him and he will get married in one or two years!
It was 15th October last year when he said this. This 15th again, he will come back from his place and I don’t know what news will, he bring with him!
One year has passed. And I am still trying to tell myself that he will be gone soon. He told himself long back that I won’t be there with him forever.
[b]I am just waiting for him to get married![/b]